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Saturday, October 06, 2007

lol, this post is by me- yiseiw
because i want to clarify something which i really don't understand.
and this post is specially typed for Mr Melvin See. i blogged in amanda's blog because i knew he wouldn't come to mine..
firstly, i would like to know about this because he posted this in his blog..


"i call that hypotical bullshit. And yi seiw, you are acting like a friend to amanda.you backstabbed me once. now i am doing the same thing. You are just acting like one infront of amanda. Stop all your act of pretence la.But i dun give a damn"

i don't care why you said i pretend to be Amanda's friend even though i have no other motives. i respect her and she is my friend fullstop. i know you disliked people to accuse you but so do i, i really wish to know why did you say i backstabbed you and i know nothing about it. i thought i have a chance to clarify with you via conference but you chose to talk via SMSes so this is the only way to clear my doubts and misunderstandings.

you jolly know yourself disliked ppl to accuse you but so do I. and i am sure you have no rights to interfere what kind of friendship between me and df have. So what if i used to hate him in the past? the kind of hate even you and my friends won't understand, because i'd never said the real reason. and you said me of being mean for calling him names. but when did you ever realise i've stop calling when we were still friends? you told me that i am wrong and yes i admit so i tried myself to accept him as my friend and you said i was giving him what eye contact? isn't this the most basic courtesy you will show to your friends? now i have accepted and you still have so
much comments. i disliked him you said i am being mean, i accepted him as my friend you said i am being a hypocrite? so what you want from me exactly? you are obviously finding trouble for me. stop bothering about me, and i have never want to bother about you also. you go and lead your own life ok?

now i don't know how you will be feeling after this 'offensive' post. maybe feeling agitated because as far as i know, you are a person with full of feelings and thought. but think about it. since you already want to forget about everything, why hold on to it? why must you care about what am i doing recently which make me feel super uncomfortable, as if i have been noticed by my every action and move. the main purpose of this post is to tell you that i have no longer hate df and i am not giving any fake eye contact while conversation. but i really want to know, what have i backstabbed you?

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