after i talk to some ppl,
it helps.
i dont feel so pressured and lonely anymore.
i dont know why i feel this way.
but i think that the path ahead would be much more tougher.
at least i talk to ppl, i feel so better.

when no one cares and i dont know who to approach,
i felt so difficult to breathe.
like i have to adapt to the changes immediately tmr.
seems like not enough time for me anymore.

i dont know why i bother some much about this !@#$%^&*

ytd night also talk to yk about it.
then she tell me bla bla. quite ok alr now.

at last, i plucked my courage and talk to some ppl in msn
so now,
i'm OKAYY =D
i never tell some of my friends cause i dont know how to say to them...