first day of school -.-

me not the least excited for the first day of school.
went to sleep at 11pm but ended up 1am then fell alseep.
not because i was excited -.-
first time not getting excited over school. O_O

i wish time to stop in 2007.
why i feel so weird when nv see him arh.

everything going so badly.
i went toilet in the middle of the test then when returning back to classroom, i went to the wrong classroom -.-
then teacher said staple the answers infront and i heard it wrong.

and in the class all along not fun.
this was a choice between happiness and studies?

suddenly in that class i think i am far too stupid.
then after sch hai..
went to eat then headed home.

me and thx talk about this day of sch.
i told her everything.

then i told mummy that like i very stress in the class then why cant they understand.
they beleive that i nv work as hard as my bro.
she go tell dad then they keep saying "your brother can do it , you can do it as well"
then i cry again then he talk crap la!

some ppl are born genius leyy, and some are slow learners, me just happened to be in the stupid-er case, what you expect!

cried 3 times a day cause of studies. they gave me the stress, i tried my best but it didnt work. what can i do.

life damn fuck!