it's now 8.30am and i cant get back to sleep so i decided to post

i felt so lucky, fortunate and blessed to be born in this family.
i'm not trying to brag now but i really need to post how blessed i am and i shld stop whining about everything.
although my family isnt that "well-off", i can have everything i wanted. probably because i have a wonderful mother.

some random things?
-unlike some teenagers out there who always have a wishlist of clothings to get,
i dont have the same problem because as long as my mom think the clothing suit us, she'll just pay for it.
but for bags it's a different case cos she dont allow us to buy alot of bags (no idea why!!) despite me having 15+ wallets. (dont find it why this cant apply to my number of bags)
-also, i get to go on a vacation every year and shop all i wanted.
-i went to taiwan and spent like 1k(forgotten the amt* somewhere there) all by myself my mom didnt bought a single thing!
i skipped school once to go overeseas shopping with all my aunts.
-i get to eat restuarant whenever i like whereas in some family, once a month?
my ah ma brew really nice tonic drink and occasionally bird nest.

some facts?
-i dont have to do a single chore at home when i heard my friends acutally need to wash their own clothes/plates
-i owned a handphone at the age of twelve when no one in my hell class had it and i could sms no one!


now you all will probably say me materealistic right?
actually whatever la i dont really mind cos sometime i felt the same way too.
am i one?
i guesed it's all due to the family i'm borned in
like my maternal side,
we spend splurged money like water, branded etc..
if my aunt see my with like some pasar malan clothes, dressed like ah lian. she will scold me and my mom
"buy her better clothes la" to my mom
"better dont walk with me later" to me
remember i was forced to cut my hair
yea her again..
probably the circumstances brought me there..

thankyou god for all these you've given me