helllo
gloomy day :(
argh felt damn angry and really unfair
today's chinese olvl topic on plastic surgery
yknow i've always been wanting one and i got alot to express on this topic,
no matter it's on myself or general
argh sometimes you probably just need luck, by fluke it will go well...

anyway
some time ago, i dont know why, seriously no idea it just happened suddenly
i typed out "hiak" and i continue typing whenever i felt this way
my defination of hiak is somewhat like lol just that it contains alil *evil smile*
yupp
i did not copy it from somewhere or what! it comes PURELY from me myself!


today i witnessed a handicapped in the bus
nothing great happened but upon seeing them,
i was totally deep into thoughts and,
that very moment i just couldnt get happy from the bottom of my heart
there's this feeling making me really terrible.

god, why did you make life so bitter for them? :(