wants to:

> be smarter
> able to cope with all my hw
> score well for tests and even exams
> punctual for all the hw.
> stop sleeping in class
> no need "fan nao" about hw

OR
> stop studying/ quit school (immposible x1000000000)

solution to solve the above:
> leave the world

how to:
commit suiside (no courage)

outcome:
hope to leave the world unexpectedly/ suddenly
(car accident etc)