i'm posting about how i feel and think in this post. it might be boring so you can alt + f4.

Like any thursday, i should be watching Paris and Milan but instead, i spend time meaningfully and watched this new show. It's on 16/07 thu 8pm on channel u. As usual, i cried terribly like a baby after watching. i am deeply filled with thoughts about life. People suffering in one part of the world and we, in another part of the world enjoying our lives. I dont understand, not even a clue why is heaven so unfair. I have always been hoping to help those needy/poor people living in other world but faced strong objections from my parents. For example, i wanted to go cambodia together with the school and help those kids but my mom was strongly against it. In life, we cant be so selfish and care only about ourselves. Some people might be saying "Why must i help them? who are they related to me?" But imagine, if you are the one that is living there, would you hope that your life will be better? Of cos! Till then you hope that people can help you! So you are a fortunate one now and you should lend a helping hand towards them! I hope that when i grow a few years older, i can leave my footprints in different parts of the world helping these unfortunate kids/families.

Who doesnt want to be born with a silver spoon in our mouths living in a developed country? But they cant help it, for that one can never choose their lives. I hope that i can help them with all my might and strength. Also hope that my passion for this can encourage more people to see this issue in a less self-centered manner.



p/s this post was posted like 2months ago and im only publishing now. i dont know why i saved it as a draft in the first place?