arghhh.
okayy
i dont want those sad post!
omg!

i think i sort out my thinkings/ feelings already
during this half a month or so.
so many things happened.
but to be honest,
i really really really struggle alot during this time.

argh.. no sad post!


i agreed with celeste that what you see from the surface might not be what the person really felt inside her/his heart.


i tore away the piece of paper.
that's not my life.
i would now paint my life with colours again!

i wanna more good things to happen in life.
so i gonna achieve for it!!!

so, TATA!
i'm gonna leave home at around early 6 plus tml and see if i am able to meet onto him.
i wanna have a conversation with him!!
how's he doing and how are the two lil ones getting to!
but first, let the fate decide whether if i could even meet him..

give me the courage to do so! ^_^