Hmm,

Gg in pairs is already two person being tgt.

I dont understand what you meant by "moreover he'd ask you about it. i knew its too late so i felt apologetic for not double confirming with you.
but things came till this extend.. hmmm
so how could we hide it when we just knew it on the same day as you?"

At that time i had just picked up cycling. For beginners or maybe just me, its hard to even cycle steadily. I mean how would you expect me to cycle, carrying a cake? i will definitely ruin the cake upside down. And after i picked up cycling for a long while, you had seen how i dont even know how to carry a pack of drink and cycle, moreover, its a cake that moment.
Yes, yk should be cycling me there but when i rang her, she was lost for words and went smth like "har.. but i had to cycle them". Or should i continue with "Wlau then wo leh" instead of "ok nvm"

Once again, i alr said i cant feign ignorance and appear like nth had happened. Do you still think that i will be able to appear all smiles and have fun(taking pictures) like how it's before?

Yea thats why am glad that you did reply but what i was typing is also from my stand.

Yea no matter new friends or old friends, they're equally friends. But i guessed they should be of different importance, arent it?

I guess being left out isnt a feeling we can control it too. Okay, so even if i tell you then "i want to get involved." does it mean that the 4 person gg for the interview will include me? No right, cos he said "they only need 4" and he had already decided which four are they. Its fixed isnt it?

Yes, a lot of us felt left out before but we always make an effort to not let it repeat, didnt we? But in my case, it just keeps repeating. Yes that is why my unhappiness was so strongly felt only now after those repeated incidents.