I am typing this post crying. I miss my grandpa so hard now. How i wish he can still spent this new year tgt with us. Now i relaly get what it means by Family reunion dinner. Every year i treat this dinner like any normal dinner which practically makes no bit difference just that everyone are sit in a table eating dinner tgt. Why is it always that when human lost smth then they learn to cherish? Why didnt anyone preach to me about cherishing family members? We always realise our fault and do smth to it. Yet this time round, i cant. He will never ever be back..


Life
is
still
hard
for
me
to
get
through
with
someone
so
dear
leaving

anyw i wanted to thank those ppl on msn for their comfort. Grateful having these awesome friends by my side