HELLO YTD I WAS BACK FROM CAMP.

in fact i had to say i'm a reserved and not an initiative person. So when i went for the camp on th second day, night, when i was received by the overwhelming cheers and hugs from my grp members. Nearly cried cos i was too shocked by their response. The following day i didnt much did the cheers (mumble the words and did no actions) so one of the members told me to do the actions too. one reasons why i didnt do that was because i actually dk and that am quite shy doing these movements. But later on in the noon/evening i was totally high up doing all the cheers and movements. What i wanted to say is that the camp made me a more sociable and extrovert person cos today i finally added the first fb person which is one of my grpmates. Even though they wouldnt read this, i want to apologise, am terribly sorry. Most of the time i kept talking to veron and went round looking for her, getting my grp neglected. i dont know how to express this guilty feeling of mine but even till ytd when everything ended i went to look for veron after i see them walked away thinking that all of them parted ways. Ended up all of them had a de-brief and emotional goodbye. Felt like a bitch always making them search for me and me being so not cooperative all times. Also wanted to say that i nv know i will miss you guys and camp so much after i left. Now doing all the cheers in front of the mirror like a retard :(