Occasionally when am at work, i will see one ah ma walking past the shop in the evening. She's all tanned and thin. Nevertheless, she is always carrying big plastic bags that seems gg to tear anytime. Always at time moment, i hope i can dash out of the shop and stuff her with some money. Such heart rending scene..

I dk who i heard this from or when was it but it came flashing in my mind recently, suddenly.
"Wo lian huo zai zhe ge shi jie dou gan, na li hai pa si."
Roughly translated:
"I'm not even afraid to live in this world, what's more, to die."

Indeed, tough earning yourself one more day in the world.