i've kinda decided to stop blogging. unexpected people are reading my blog when im even so low key with my blog. wtf wtf. argh. i dont like it i dont like ppl to know alot about me except my FRIENDS. so sorry. maybe i gonna lock it if i decided that i still want to blog...
yea im really very upset and sad..

i dont like ppl to borrow books from me esp when you're one that dont appreciate books. i dont like to see my book in a second rate condition i will get fucking annoyed! moreoever ii fucking bet you wont even complete 1 of the books what for you fucking buying the 3rd and 4th book.

i dont like to be nice to ppl where they will get overboard to a sickening degree. i dont see why when your mom's here, you dont READ books and now you're so obssessed with it huh huh? i dont like kind people cos they always get bullied. im not kind im evil devious unscrupulous unethical yada yada. but i cant deny that i get soft hearted every single time i dont like to see ppl getting dejected and whatsoever because i refused to help them
however, when a ppl is kind omg i hope you could just fucking die?
cos the world is so practical and realistic! you have to fend for yourself. i would rather throw money into the sea then feeding you with that. you are so MATERALISTIC AND intentious? yea la no word like that my vocab lousy i dk how to describe la.

dont know what you are thinking? grabbing this moment to spend her money on everything you want that you dont need you dont yearn?
i dont know i dont know why she's so stupid to do so...

oh well, blogger finally recover...
i guess i can upload pictures but im just not feeling that well for that.
i've visited the doctor 3 times this week, including once to the chinese sinseh
but still, it couldnt stop the pain
argh just felt that why m i so weak and all,
i could just walk and walk and walk to home/school,
and suddenly my knee just bend so badly like i've lose all my energy
i dont want to tell my mom about all these because i dont like visiting the doctor.i always skip some medicines just becuase they're too big to swallow and eat only 2/3 times instead of the 4 times prescribed. and i just dont like to eat when i'm lazy to buy it or smth, but i always have to take something before eating medicine.

what's now?
i cant take milk, cheese, bread carbohydrates related food i guess?
no chocolates, no pasta, no baked rice, no small lil amt of bread bfore medicine
SO HOW AM I EXPECTED TO EAT IF I JUST WANT TO FULFIL THE MEDICINE IN THE NOON OR MORNING?!
a buffet??!?! =.=