THURSDAY I SPENT 3 HOURS WATCHING MIKE KISSING VIDEOS.
I WATCHED ONE KISSING SCENE IN WHY WHY LOVE FOR 15 TIMES AGAIN YTD!
AND YTD NIGHT I SPENT 3 HOURS WATCHING JIMMY LIN VIDEO.
AND TODAY I SPENT ANOTHER 5 HOURS STRAIGHT WATCHING HIS VIDEO
OMG
HE SUPER CUTE LEHXZXZX

i am getting so impatient now!
i'm yet to received mail from the shop
i wanna make payment tmr morning so that i can received my apparel faster!!!
not 2 tops any more.
no,
not 3.
i bought 4! YAY
i know i said 2 but i simply couldnt resist the other two pretty ones.
even if i know it gonna look so weird on me i still try!

really love to spend money cos i'll get really happy
and blast my ears with music then sing like crazy!
=D

that's me!

*edited
HELLLO
IMMAHAPPYGIRL!

MY MOM SPENT $500 IN 3 DAYS! SORRY MUMMY :(
WHICH INCLUDES.....
OUR BIRDNEST, $140 FOR 1 AND A HALF DOZZEN (18 BOTTLES)
AND HER TONIC DRINK FOR $70
AND MY LEVI'S JEAN FOR $60
AND MY CO SHROTS FOR $30
AND OUR SUSHI TEI LUNCH FOR $244.30
AND MY ONLINE SHOPPING FOR TWO TOPS COSTING $63
AND PASTRIES LIKE MY MINI BDAY CAKE, DURIAN PUFF FOR $50
AND ALOT OF TIDBITS WHICH INCLUDES JAP CHOCO, MY 5 BOXES OF BREAKY AMT TO $60
AND MUMMY NEW'S SHOES ONLY FOR $30! OFFER OFFER
AND I BOUGHT ACCESSORIES FROM EVERYWHERE KILLING $40!
AND ME AND MY MOM BOUGHT $102 WORTH OF DVDS/VCDS *FLOOD ME WITH DRAMAS*
AND I BOUGHT A PINK HOODIE/SWEATER-LIKE AND A BLACK BLAZAR!

AND ALL THIS DOES NOT INCLUDE MY CHAPALANG IPOD SUTFFS, STATIONERY FROM POPULAR ETC ETC
YAY!

(USING A CALCULATOR)
AMT : $889.30 ++
MORE THAN $500 MY GOD
WHO WILL BELIEVE IM ACTUALLY NOT SO RICH FAMILY
FAINTXZXZXZXZ

KILL MEEEEEEEE!!!
SPENDING SO MUCH!

IF I NV BOUGHT ALL THIS = MY GUCCI BAG

MY LAST WISH : A GUCCI BAG THAT CAUGHT MY EYE!
$920 ANY KIND SOUL WILLING TO PAY?
THIS TIME I DONT BUY MY GUCCI BAG FOR THE SAKE OF BUYING
I REALLY LIKE IT!!!
WILL UPLOAD ALOT OF PICTURES OF THESE ITEMS I'VE BOUGHT SOON!javascript:void(0)

sad to say,
i really dislike despo guys!
i like really romantic guys liking his girl for long time and such
not those XZXZXZXZXZXZ because of appearence then..........
i am indirectly refering to some bla person talking to me in msn now!
SO MANY ASSHOLES OUT THERE!

i'm posting about how i feel and think in this post. it might be boring so you can alt + f4.

Like any thursday, i should be watching Paris and Milan but instead, i spend time meaningfully and watched this new show. It's on 16/07 thu 8pm on channel u. As usual, i cried terribly like a baby after watching. i am deeply filled with thoughts about life. People suffering in one part of the world and we, in another part of the world enjoying our lives. I dont understand, not even a clue why is heaven so unfair. I have always been hoping to help those needy/poor people living in other world but faced strong objections from my parents. For example, i wanted to go cambodia together with the school and help those kids but my mom was strongly against it. In life, we cant be so selfish and care only about ourselves. Some people might be saying "Why must i help them? who are they related to me?" But imagine, if you are the one that is living there, would you hope that your life will be better? Of cos! Till then you hope that people can help you! So you are a fortunate one now and you should lend a helping hand towards them! I hope that when i grow a few years older, i can leave my footprints in different parts of the world helping these unfortunate kids/families.

Who doesnt want to be born with a silver spoon in our mouths living in a developed country? But they cant help it, for that one can never choose their lives. I hope that i can help them with all my might and strength. Also hope that my passion for this can encourage more people to see this issue in a less self-centered manner.



p/s this post was posted like 2months ago and im only publishing now. i dont know why i saved it as a draft in the first place?

OMG
REALLY HATE THOSE PEOPLE WHO CLAIMED TO LISTEN TO MJ SONGS SINCE YOUNG
JUST BECAUSE IT'S THE "HOT THING" NOW?!
WTFUCK
IT DOESNT MAKE YOU ANY BETTER, "COOLER" WHEN YOU "LISTEN TO HIS SONGS SINCE YOUNG"
THEN WHY YOU DONT GREATLY NAME ALL HIS ALBUMS AND SONGS -.-
BET YOU DONT KNOW A THING
THEN DONT BOAST LIKE YOU KNOW!
YEA ONLY BRAGGING! Zz

i finished watching "absolute boyfriend" in the afternoon.
at first some people told me some parts of the ending that the both of them didnt end up tgt bla bla
but they said there's a special episode
i dont like to know the ending when i'm watching the show so yea i didnt ask them about it
so now it sounds like although there's a bad ending BUT there's a SPECIAL episode

BUT THE FACT IS
THE SPECIAL EPISODE MAKES NO DIFFERENT!
ARGH!
WHY DONT YOU PRODUCERS KNOW THAT WE, VIEWERS LIKE TO WATCH A HAPPY ENDING
ARGH
I REALLY DONT LIKE IT WHEN THEY HAVE SUCH A BAD, SAD ENDING
LOOK, "HUO XIA QU" ELVIN DIED IN THE END
WALAU YOU KNOW YTD I CRIED LIKE A BABY LO (guess partly is because i'm so "into" the show and the male lead is elvin)
THEN YOU LOOK AT STAIRWAY TO THE HEAVEN
WHY DID THE FEMALE LEAD DIE!
at first when i was watching the second time this year(after about 2 years of watching), i was so happy that the female lead did not die cos her brother donated his (?) to her right
then i so happily telling thx
me: wa, now im watching stairway to heaven. i thought they nv ended up together luckily they did! thanks to the brother
thx: er? she still died from a hereditary disease
WALAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!
i really dont like it leh, no matter they want to create climax or excitement in the show,
maybe perhaps want us to remember it BUT i just like the monotonous, dull, boring, exxpected ending that lovers get together and live happily ever after!

even for the robot show, i know it's impossible, not realistic BUT i want a happy ending
argh, emotional distress~
really bothers me alot when it ended up like that
very annoyed too!

helllo
gloomy day :(
argh felt damn angry and really unfair
today's chinese olvl topic on plastic surgery
yknow i've always been wanting one and i got alot to express on this topic,
no matter it's on myself or general
argh sometimes you probably just need luck, by fluke it will go well...

anyway
some time ago, i dont know why, seriously no idea it just happened suddenly
i typed out "hiak" and i continue typing whenever i felt this way
my defination of hiak is somewhat like lol just that it contains alil *evil smile*
yupp
i did not copy it from somewhere or what! it comes PURELY from me myself!


today i witnessed a handicapped in the bus
nothing great happened but upon seeing them,
i was totally deep into thoughts and,
that very moment i just couldnt get happy from the bottom of my heart
there's this feeling making me really terrible.

god, why did you make life so bitter for them? :(

gonna do a proper post after being away for so long (:

here's G10


and ixus 100is


i had used G10 for 3 days, its looking everything awesome but i wouldnt want such a bulky (to me) and heavier cam. i wouldnt mind if i haven sold my panasonic dig cam but i dont find a need for two, so yea. and girls bother about the colour sort... so red damn great choice ok! =P

more about 100is
-weighs only slightly more than 100g!
-slimmest ixus camera(should be from what i know of canon cameras) hehe!!
-12.1 mp
- although i dare not say that the screen is really big :(, wide angle still la :)

omg come fight for canon camera,
now i finally win! :P no longer panasonic odd-one-out-lousy-shit thing
i guess panasonic is realy a lousy choice for camera. quality tells!
and, dad only allows me to choose CANON
no sony, i think sony's alright too but....
my dad NEVER reccommended sony to any of my aunts.....

and i have more or less 10 SD card (hehe!)
so if i get a sony camera all my SD cards will go to a waste
so yupp..

anyway i got 14 printing 100 photos each voucher and after my mom distributing to friends and relatives, i'm only left with 1...
errr??? quite pathetic, yknow with a kind mom who always think for others first.

last week of holidays basically i
-went for facial after !@#$%^%&*( months
-went to DFS sourcing for shawn lee's wallet
mom planning to get a gucci one for him but after my disagreement, she gave up
-went to dine at The Manhattan Fish Market(the one at iluma), to celebrate belated father's day cos i didnt celebrated father's day with my family.
food really great! love swensens? try mahattan fish market! bet you'll love it too
calamari rings damn unique taste really different from what i had before!
-tried macaron from Canele, taste alot better than the one from Bakerzin
slightly higher priced
-spent $30 on 10 box of meji chocolates (whipped cream choco)
$20 for 5 boxes of almond choco from sushi tei
$50 for merci choco plus ritter sport choco
yknow i wont pick the last choci that's what my know nothing about choco father bought when we ask him to buy us godiva choco =.=
i captured all my lovely choco photos and now i dont know why it got erased off from my photo,
now only that, photos of my cutie JH too argh!

oh ya, regarding my gucci wallet, i MAY have another chance to buy a new one! =D
so the one that i just bought i will give it to my mom! (my mom's money la hiak hiak)

on a lighter note, who have tried the jap cuisine at T1 (the one featured on channel u)? it looks really nice but auntie lilian told my mom the food arent really great and now i cant try the food!
!!! friends and relatives opinions' are so impt!!
ok am out to help shawn lee change a new phone! (:

MY DAD DAMN SPONTANEOUS LOR
HE ASKED ME TO PICK A CAM,
I DONT KNOW WHATS THAT ANOTHER CAM CALLED BUT
ITS LIKE THOSE DSLR BUT THE MINI VERSION
SO I THOUGHT MAYBE THAT WILL MAKE ME LOOK COOL
BUT AT LAST, YESTERDAY, I JSUT TOLD MY DAD AYA I WANT DIG CAM EASIER FOR ME TO TAKE OUT MY BAG SO SMALL ONLY.
THEN TODAY HE BROUGHT THE CAM BACK!
SO RUSHHHHHH I NV EVEN DECIDE PROPERLY AND I NV EVEN SEE THE CAM IN RED BEFORE
BUT NOW I'VE SEEN IT , IT FREAKING HOT AND COOL
AND QUITE MINI!
VERY GREAT CAM!

AND I MANAGED TO SELL MY CAM AT @ $200
WA WA WA
AT FIRST MY DAD SAY : YOUR CAM NOBODY BUY, MAYBE $100 OR SO CAN SELL THEN I JUST SELL IT OK
THEN TODAY SOLD IT AT @ $200

I DK WHY YKNOW I FELT SO FORTUNATE SUDDENLY,
THEN I THOUGHT, What i have been yearning in life and nv got it
(material comforts)
and yes, my parents get everything i wanted.

although i dont come from a rich family, my parents still give their very best to make me a happy girl
really felt blessed
god, this time are you here to share my joy? (: