Realized im changing bit by bit as im in poly. Okay, now there's this bad thing about me that im noticing guys(good-looking ones) and overly doing it. These days i kept telling myself that looks aint important, its the heart, its the heart. So frustrated with myself cos I shldnt feel attracted just because of one's appearance. What matters most is the HEART, character! He MUST be someone kind and helpful. Im not saying that i no longer feel attracted to kind/helpful person, i still am! But well, you just cant tell a person's character with first impression.
Arghhhhhh i just need to get through this thing and liveeeeee my life like the past.
Hehehehe my mop! He's attractive tooooo! I mean, i found all the ppl i like/used to like, are goood looking! True what! Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder :) Hahaa but i know im always saying how pajiao a person i am to fall for mop/frog/kitty(-.-) but i was completing kidding, they are goooood!

HAHAHAAH OKAY MY CHARMING MOPPPPPP ;)

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=177667048917162&oid=115603198474325&comments

It made me thought of my grandpa. I didnt realise i actually had such fond memories of him. Every sentence played, it will just create something in the past b/w he and i.

I still wish he will still be here with me. Grandpa, yknw you shldnt have left me hanging this way, i just miss you so terribly much i wished i can be with you wherever you are.

Sometimes i really hope that i can always share this with my friends, how much i miss my grandpa but i jus couldnt imagine them seeing me getting all emotional.. It's hard/ awkward for them to comfort me too..
I know i need to get through this period myself. I WILL