erm,
after A person went, C person came.
wthell.
what did i do to bear these sufferings?! dammit.
A person i more ok with him cause erm he everytime got help me in things etc.
while this C person is...?

i will celebrate my bday with my girlfriends laaaaaa, duh.
then ok, i said i celebrate my bday with my girlfrens then he goes "celebrate my bday with me?"
???
i dont want nv turn it down straight away cause i dont wannna like if see each other in the future den nth to say type,
i knw pure frens can celebrate bday tgt but not just the two of us will do ^^
thanks for helping me anyway lo. will give you present la but dont think gonna celebrate with you cause sch is bussyyy like a bee =D

anyway, i was teasing A person smth that nicholas teased me abt.
i did it to those contacts in my msn la.
then i and A person talk then suddenly he asked me hows sch and what "you v days got date le mah"
?!
then i so dont have obviously lo, i so ugly
ok, just anyway, i found it difficult to continue the conversation and i afk lo.
lucky i not everytime see him one lo.

sch's okay today. =)

and A person's taking 3pure science and amaths too...
walaoo.
if can i wanna ask him teach me lo den he go talk to me like that. =(
chance flys away*

me still not used to this type of schooling.
nowadays come home just think about 2F and groups of frens.
rmb when maths class den jiahui and sitting on my left and everytime me and joanne chitchat den i dont understand the maths i will move my chair over and ask her.
then veron was sitting infront of me, everytime like very busy like that.
yiseiw and huiting sitting behide me..
so funnnnnn.
turn back ws kimhung and fujue, sometime kimhung dont want teach fujue the things den we help..

then now, in my new class, all the people are like strangers to me.
i feel like some of them dont like me too.
everytime i plucked my courage to ask the person beside me, and i felt so embarrassed.

i cant let go cause its hard to do so.
although can meet during recess time but..
me also not close to her den same class with her also very stress like that, and like she also dont like me..

not emo-ing or what so ever.
but its hard to stoppp thinking about it a single day and uncontrollable to stop crying. i'm not emotional but i dk why too.
friendssssssssssssssss, will you still be the way i remembered you?

first day of school -.-

me not the least excited for the first day of school.
went to sleep at 11pm but ended up 1am then fell alseep.
not because i was excited -.-
first time not getting excited over school. O_O

i wish time to stop in 2007.
why i feel so weird when nv see him arh.

everything going so badly.
i went toilet in the middle of the test then when returning back to classroom, i went to the wrong classroom -.-
then teacher said staple the answers infront and i heard it wrong.

and in the class all along not fun.
this was a choice between happiness and studies?

suddenly in that class i think i am far too stupid.
then after sch hai..
went to eat then headed home.

me and thx talk about this day of sch.
i told her everything.

then i told mummy that like i very stress in the class then why cant they understand.
they beleive that i nv work as hard as my bro.
she go tell dad then they keep saying "your brother can do it , you can do it as well"
then i cry again then he talk crap la!

some ppl are born genius leyy, and some are slow learners, me just happened to be in the stupid-er case, what you expect!

cried 3 times a day cause of studies. they gave me the stress, i tried my best but it didnt work. what can i do.

life damn fuck!

hai.
tmr sch reopen, tmd.
i dont like,
i dont want,
i detest,
i hate!
blaaaaaaaaaaaaady hell lo.
me enjoying my two months of holidays lo.

was really busy during holidays and when i gonna enjoy, it's over.
dammit.

anyway today had real fun with thx ben and ecu
<33333333333333
ECU power sehh can attack ben! LOL jk

here, words to wsc peeps.
thx, JY all the way for your studies. you damn pro one k.. best!
jy, next yr sec 2 le, i know you are a strong one, cant be defend easily. like you are good in everything!
wq, hope you had got into a got poly/jc =D
th, o'levels this year, you're the nicest guy i seen? HAHAHA! good brother tooo!!!
ty, ILY laaaaa!
tw, you are quite sensible, do well for your psle alright?
ryan, hmmm, kinda handsome la hor, alter your long pants luh! JY tgt for sec 3!
hw, kinda weird person la you. but quite handsome also. nv expected that you do listen to your sis.

the rest of year, i gonna say.
i miss you, really do..