so
weird
not
being
with
you
anymore









argh, kinda lost motivation

BTW
I STRONGLY RECOMMEND PPL NOT TO GET ITOUCH
IT SUCKS ACTUALLY
it screwed the damn itune lo -.-
can some kinda soul help me with that?!

and my gucci wallet is so goddamn uglyzxzxzxzx pleaseeeeeee
so boring dull monotonous
yuck wasted good money for ugly thing
dk why i ended up with such an ugly one when i can get better ones with that price


now i have nth to cheer me up cos everything that i should get excited about suck!

oh ya,
i realised that it's the "thing" in my maternal side that we spend every amount we have
can you imagine that last year (i think?) i went isetan private sales with my aunt and she was indecisive whether to get the pair of heels that costs $150?
at last she got it la but she considered for quite a while

but now?!?!?
went shopping on saturday and she wanted to get the ferragamo heels that costs $450!
wtf wtf??
she asked for the size and i thought she was just trying for the sake of trying
but no! hell no!
the smallest size they got was 4 and a half but her feet is super tiny so 4 should be able to fit her well but they dont have it.
and she went grumbling cos there's no size for her?!
WA, SHE REALLY WANNA BUY ONE LEH O_O
THAT'S WHEN WE HAVE MONEY
WHY ARE WE SPLURGING LIKE THAT =(

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

Yknow when you said that, it makes me feel that whatever i've done, it's worth it.
thanks, we're all best friends!

Friendship first.



i know i'm kind of indecisive when it comes to love.
I hold on, never wanna let go.
but i don't wish to hold on anymore and watch the distance between us expand
until there is nothing left but empty space... and silence.
M, it's letting go that's make us stronger.

i dk if i can do that.
but why you? why are you the one to make me feel this way?
true love leaves a memory no one can steal and a heartache no one can heal.
isnt this what true love is?

i'm angry
so angry that i cried
so angry that i cant stop crying

when i get angry all the upset things come back and made me so miserable that i really cant stop crying after so long

i felt like my heart had been stabbed

i swear whenever someone makes me angry i will forget about it. esp when the next time they talked to me again so friendly so nice i WILL really dont mind what had happened in the past

but pleae, dont get overboard!
THESE ARE FUCKERS ALRIGHT!

it's now 8.30am and i cant get back to sleep so i decided to post

i felt so lucky, fortunate and blessed to be born in this family.
i'm not trying to brag now but i really need to post how blessed i am and i shld stop whining about everything.
although my family isnt that "well-off", i can have everything i wanted. probably because i have a wonderful mother.

some random things?
-unlike some teenagers out there who always have a wishlist of clothings to get,
i dont have the same problem because as long as my mom think the clothing suit us, she'll just pay for it.
but for bags it's a different case cos she dont allow us to buy alot of bags (no idea why!!) despite me having 15+ wallets. (dont find it why this cant apply to my number of bags)
-also, i get to go on a vacation every year and shop all i wanted.
-i went to taiwan and spent like 1k(forgotten the amt* somewhere there) all by myself my mom didnt bought a single thing!
i skipped school once to go overeseas shopping with all my aunts.
-i get to eat restuarant whenever i like whereas in some family, once a month?
my ah ma brew really nice tonic drink and occasionally bird nest.

some facts?
-i dont have to do a single chore at home when i heard my friends acutally need to wash their own clothes/plates
-i owned a handphone at the age of twelve when no one in my hell class had it and i could sms no one!


now you all will probably say me materealistic right?
actually whatever la i dont really mind cos sometime i felt the same way too.
am i one?
i guesed it's all due to the family i'm borned in
like my maternal side,
we spend splurged money like water, branded etc..
if my aunt see my with like some pasar malan clothes, dressed like ah lian. she will scold me and my mom
"buy her better clothes la" to my mom
"better dont walk with me later" to me
remember i was forced to cut my hair
yea her again..
probably the circumstances brought me there..

thankyou god for all these you've given me

hahaha
imperial palace okkk


after much research and thinking
i finally found one!


IMPERIAL PALACE
WHOAAA


SO GREAT
SO HOPING THIS IMPERAIL PALACE WILL BRING NINJA WARRIORS TO A STOP!

HIAK

ANYWAY
Today chinese oral was so screwed up!
didnt thought that they would ask the olvl qn
nicholas mentioned to me about it lol.



when the teacher asked me the question
i even replied "wo zhi dao dan shi na is ge shi JC, na yi ge shi poly"
WAH
then she immd pet some remarks
shit cfm minus point


=(

i've jut reached home from watching confession of a shopaholic
time now is : 10.21pm

this gonna be the happiest day of my life
i just helped a blind couple!
COULD YOU PEOPLE IMAGINE?!!??!?!!?!?!?!!!?!?!?!
RMB WHEN I BLOG IN LAST YEAR POST - HOW CAN I HELP THESE PEOPLE
TODAY I HELPED ONE!

they were stucked infront of the escalator,
female holding on to the male bag (feeling very scared and lost?)
then the male stand there
seem to be pondering which direction...

I STARED AT THEM, THEIR HELPLESS EXPRESSION,
10SECS,
15SECS,
30SECS,
1MIN

I WALKED OVER AND APPROACHED THEM WHERE THEY'RE HEADING
OBVIOUSLY TOWARDS OUTRAM DIRECTION ONLY ONE LINE AT VIVO =.=
BUT BEING POLITE I ASK THAT
AND I WALKED THEM OVER TO THE ENTRANCE
SPEAKING VERY SOFTLY COS I SWEAR ALL PEOPLE WERE LOOKING AT ME

BLAAAAAAADY FUCK THEM SEEE SO LONG STILL NV HELP
SLOWLY, 2-3 PEOPLE HELPED,
ASKED THEM WHETHER DO THEY NEED HELP WITH THE BIG LUGGAGE
then another find a seat for them

me, got totally ignored after that LOL nvm =D
after that when i was to alight, realised they are alighting too
so i alighted the train *waited for them*
asked them where they heading and so on!

THIS GONNA BE THE HAPPIEST DAY IN THE YEAR
NOT A PLASTIC SURGEON,
A SOCIAL WORKER WOULD BE WHAT I REALLY LOVE TO BECOME I THINK.

thankyou god!
you made my wished come true!

nth can spoil this mood of mine, temporary!
even if xmas scold me bitch slut?
err no link eh? whatever! =D

when joke with ppl
they get overboard

ass this ppl!
althought i dont really mind but its when the true colours are out.
so should i be cooler and not joke
if not why sometimes when i HELP a person, they dont even thank me,
even order me
fuck, just because i joke you take things for granted?

oh shit!!!

I QUARRELLED WITH MY MOM COS SHE MISPLACED MY RUBBERBANDS
THE ONE I BOUGHT FROM HK ONE FOR FREAKING $4 OKAYY

THEN NOW IR EALISED THAT I PLACED IT WITH SOME SMALL GIFTS I BOUGHT FROM MY FRENS
SORRY HAVEN GIVE YOU ALL
NEED TIME ARH
PSSS

THEN I SCOLDED MY MOM SHE GOT SO FEDUP AND OFF THE DRAMA THAT SHE WAS WATCHING AND WENT TO SEARCH IT


HAVING A GUILTY CONSCIENCE :(


OH YA
BTW LAST SAT I MADE THE WHOLE LOT OF 15PPL WAITED FOR ME!
THE EYE QUIZXZXZ LO!

WE HAD OUR DINNER AT WARUKU RESTAURANT
SUPER SHIOK COS WE HAVE ONE ROOM TO OURSELVES
<3333 TO EAT IN BIG GROUPS COS CAN HAVE A VIP ROOM ^_^


THEY HAVE MORE VARIETY OF FOOD UNLIKE MOF AND SAKAE SO QUITE ALRIGHT.

<3 THE POTATO WITH CHEESE!!

THE BILL CAME UP TO $4xx
quite worth it with the room especially, got shoe rack somemore!


sorry mummy :(
i swear i wont argue with my mom over trival matters anymore..