Yes, ppl will feel guilty and equally as miserable. But, the difference between the two party is that, the one that got left out will feel all along upset till the day things get resolve but the other party will be upset and after a period, get on with their life cos they didnt know what to do, ended up not doing anything.

Am sorry to describe em as "new friends" cos i couldnt find a even better word to group and i thought acquaintance would be deem more weird and brief since they are not merely acquaintance. In that, i didnt intend to make them feel upset or any uncomfortable.

But still. id pursue to say that different friends are of different importance. In a sense, the degrees of friendship. Like, if you faced problems maybe, emotionally, you will go to the aid of your friend A and not friend B or any other CDEF. It's because they meant differently to you. And why you will chose to confide in this friend instead of any other in the clique, probably because he/she understand you better or that you will feel more comfortable confiding in him/her or you had knew friend A for 2 years yet compared to B which was like 2 months or any other reasons. Of cos i agree that friends are important, some make faces just to cheer you up, some root for you when things go wrong, some provide you with endless support, some never fail to protect/defend you etc. But there are some who do it all. Thus, maybe the latter stands a more significant figure in your heart.

Yes all the happy good times. Even the quarrel with mel didnt get us down so i hope it will should remain the same this time.

Ok and i wouldnt deny that my eyes were all teary reading your post and i guess yes, bury the hatchet (OK JOHN). This will be the past behind this friendship.

-Amanda (:

Hmm,

Gg in pairs is already two person being tgt.

I dont understand what you meant by "moreover he'd ask you about it. i knew its too late so i felt apologetic for not double confirming with you.
but things came till this extend.. hmmm
so how could we hide it when we just knew it on the same day as you?"

At that time i had just picked up cycling. For beginners or maybe just me, its hard to even cycle steadily. I mean how would you expect me to cycle, carrying a cake? i will definitely ruin the cake upside down. And after i picked up cycling for a long while, you had seen how i dont even know how to carry a pack of drink and cycle, moreover, its a cake that moment.
Yes, yk should be cycling me there but when i rang her, she was lost for words and went smth like "har.. but i had to cycle them". Or should i continue with "Wlau then wo leh" instead of "ok nvm"

Once again, i alr said i cant feign ignorance and appear like nth had happened. Do you still think that i will be able to appear all smiles and have fun(taking pictures) like how it's before?

Yea thats why am glad that you did reply but what i was typing is also from my stand.

Yea no matter new friends or old friends, they're equally friends. But i guessed they should be of different importance, arent it?

I guess being left out isnt a feeling we can control it too. Okay, so even if i tell you then "i want to get involved." does it mean that the 4 person gg for the interview will include me? No right, cos he said "they only need 4" and he had already decided which four are they. Its fixed isnt it?

Yes, a lot of us felt left out before but we always make an effort to not let it repeat, didnt we? But in my case, it just keeps repeating. Yes that is why my unhappiness was so strongly felt only now after those repeated incidents.